This moth hasn't been my month at all... My hamster Mui died 10 days before my birthday, my birthday was so fucking lame and not good at all, then I had problem with my TV and HDMI cable, one button of my phone's is broken and I would need to get it to fixer (and after a struggle I finally got it!) and NOW - yesterday evening - I got diarrhea! I suffered from it for hours and around 2am I puked. First time ever in almost the last 20 years! I felt so sick and because my body doesn't know how to puke on it's own, I had to push my finger in my throat. That did the trick and didn't I puke fucking much. And later I had to go puke again and this time I didn't need to use my fingers.
My night was horrible with these things (plus cold, shaking body, hard and fast heartbeat, pain all around the body, tired etc). I also couldn't sleep more than few minutes in whole night and those minutes I managed to sleep in sitting pose on the sofa... And then in the early morning (around 5am-6am) I was again in the toilet and I felt so horrible and so tired so I laid down between my rats cages on bathroom's floor and fell a sleep and I think I managed to sleep there some more minute (thanks to that cool floor).
I have take pain medicine so that my pains would stay away. Today I haven't puke anymore even that I sometimes still feel sick but diarrhea is still there and the poo (or actually brown water what smells SO FUCKING BAD!) is still there.
I have try to eat little bit of banana because it makes poo harder and it have start to effect a little. I also have been drinking some mineral water (which tastes so bad >__>) so I asked my friend to buy me from a market yellow soda (when we were kids and sick, we always drank it and it helped). I also asked her to bring me apple-grape juice where's some good bacteria what a human body needs then when it have diarrhea or puking. So now I'm waiting her to come back after her work.
Also my big sister recommend me to place sugar and salt under my tongue and let it melt there and get sucked in blood from there. I did do that (it was little difficult) but I think it have help a little already. Cools fresh air has help a lot too! Even that it's cold outside, I have keep my window or balcony door open almost a whole day. It's so much more easier to breath and I just feel better.
I really hope that this will go away today so that I could get back to normal and sleep.
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