My beloved hamster Mui

Was born in 16.3.2012 (Day/Month/Year) and passed away today, 3.9.2013, with the help of vet. I noticed it yesterday that she wasn't moving like at all. She was sitting / laying in one corner and that little bit what she walked to her food corner, it looked hard for her to walk. Her fur was also very dirty looking what never hasn't happen to my other hamsters and her skin, what I was able to see between the fur, was very very pink and the vet noticed those things as well.

She took Mui in her arms and studied her a while then saying that it feels that she have a tumor in her stomach and there's actually nothing else to do than put her to sleep. I told the vet (who was very nice woman) that I was prepared to that and I don't want to make my pets suffer and cause them any extra pains so I was allowed to say goodbye to her. I stroked Mui a little with my finger saying "Thank you" and she placed her small paw on my finger, pressing her nose gently against my finger's skin and it was surely her way to thank me. Of course in that moment I started to cry and I apologized it from the vet and she smiled sweetly saying; "It's okay. That is allowed here." Then she gave me some tissues and took Mui away, giving her some powerful sleeping gas in another room what made Mui first to fall asleep and then in more and more deeper sleep until she passed away.

After that vet came back to me, showing me Mui's lifeless body as she lifted it in her hands touching her stomach again asking me to touch it too and sure thing, I felt this big and hard "ball" in her stomach and it was a tumor. As sad as Mui's death made me I'm also very happy because she was the most beautiful hamster what I ever have had and she gave me a lot of laughs and love, as I did do her. Plus, I gave her good home. She was quite scared and aggressive hamster so in my place I let her be alone most of the times and she started to trust me and that way, when I put my hand in her cage, she wasn't running away, instead she was following my hand (and biting it if she got a change). In some other home (where would have been little kids) Mui probably never wouldn't had have any changes of being alone without stress etc. but in my place she got it.

But yeah, I will miss Mui, I will cry some more for sure but the fact still is that I loved her and still do. She made me happy and she brought so much energy in my house. I'm so thankful to her and she will be buried in my mom's flowerbed next to my other hamsters. But right now she's probably, in spirit world, running with ALL other hamsters around the world on this huge beautiful green field free, happy and full of love and care <3

Thank you so much for sharing your life with me, Mui.
Thank you that you came in my life to cheer my life and share your love with me.
Thank you for everything - from the bottom of my heart.

I love you forever ~

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