You read right. I have been having hell shitty couple of days mentally and emotionally (unlike ever before in my life) and then all the shit what I have got here on me because of my words about wanting to have comments (not hundreds but more than few would had been nice). As an artist I feel I have all the rights to wish to have comments. Even if it would had been an emoji. And for a some reason it's been really hard for people to understand that artists are all different! Some don't need comments to draw and some does. I'm one of those who needs them. Comments give me the spark, joy and energy to create more while not getting comments eats all that away. It's not THAT hard to understand. And no, I don't want to be famous and get hundreds of comments, I never haven't want to that, but more than few honestly would had been nice. If you don't understand this then I can't do anything to help you to understand. So I'm done. I feel like shit like I've never felt before, then this extra shit here on me (even if it has not been intended) when I haven't mean anything bad towards anyone even if it may have appear like that etc.
I'm done. Not posting here anymore. I may come to check my notifications every now and then, but no new arts. I move my ass back on Tumblr, Inkbunny and AO3. DA is pretty dead place anyway. Lots of people who I followed left DA after Eclipse.
And yes, I am pissed, sour, hurt, an emotional mess so, please, don't leave comment if it's not gonna be supporting one. I don't need or want more shit on me at this state. I'm FAR from being at my best moment and mood currently and I don't know how many days it will take before I'm healed from this (because I know this is not real me).
Okay, DA has now done it for good. Many of my followers surely know I simply and absolutely HATE Eclipse (and I know I'm not the only one) and therefor, now that it has been forced on us, I will not be active on DA anymore.
I will not delete my account, but I sure as hell will stop posting and using this site. For now on I will focus on Tumblr and Inkbunny (whenever I get my lazy ass to be active). Maybe later I will find some other place where to post my stuff. If I do, I will post about it here so that my followers, hopefully, can follow me there too. Or if not follow, then still being able to see my arts.
I was 12 years here on DA and those were wonderful years! I met so many people from so many fandoms, seeing so many amazing arts, making new friends etc. and about those I'm truly happy and thankful.
It's sad, and infuriating, that DA now decided to ruin itself with Eclipse.
If Eclipse (someday and hopefully) will be canceled, then I will come back. Or if they would give users a choice to choose would they rather use old look or Eclipse.
But for now I thank you all for following me, for all the faves and comments, all the love, support and friendship during all those years. You guys have no idea how much love and joy I have felt because of YOU! <3
Stay safe, love yourself and spread joy and love in life! <3
My Tumblr -> https://nei-ning.tumblr.com/